It really worked. HAHAHAHA!! YEA BITCH!!

In her latest entry she said shes gonna stay single for a while but look! They broke up! BECAUSE OF ME!!! HAHAHAHAHAAAA AWESOME!!!
This is from her LJ.

Thursday night I kept having these weird dreams of Greg cheating on me.
So, after that I couldn't sleep, so I get online to check myspace. I looked at Greg's page...just because, and I see all these pictures in his comments of him and his ex together.
Then he calls me shortly after and tells me that they hung out, they got drunk or high or whatever it was but nothing happened. And also that she posted the pics in her profile saying "This is me and my boyfriend".

I didn't say anything about that...there's nothing I can really do.
If he is seeing her, I don't really care anymore.
There's just been so much crap about him that's been bothering me, I feel bad about not communicating, and telling him how I feel.
But as of now, the relationship is dead.


But yea. Im sooo happy about that because on top of that me and Greg since then (I checked the date, the 18th she wrote that) me and Greg have been awesome! Seriously. We even played questions last night without either of us getting mad, depressed, or hurt. Questions is a game we play sometimes where we take turns asking each other questions and we answer it honestly. Lol. Gay but its something we used to do a lot when we first started going out.
And hes been calling me and inviting himself over a lot. Hes even trying to stay the night tonight but he has to convince his dad to let him stay somewhere else for a night. Something thats been very hard ever since his dad found him here.
But yea. Me and Greg are awesome.

I hate it when

People call me and when I call them back I cant get a hold of them. I want to know why they called! haha.

It already worked

Didnt call him and he called me. And invited himself over. We hung out and got high and had fun together. Then I stole my moms car and drove him home with my suspended license. Sorry, scratch that. Suspended Learner's Permit. lol.
I do that a lot for him. Steal my moms car? Yea... Just yesterday I stole it to go get a hug from him at his house. Idiodic I know but Id had two strong ass pills and a blunt of arizona in me. :P

So... this is whats going on between me and my bf

This is my man and I.
Heres the situation with him:
We started going out in March. He cheated on me but I fell in love with him so I put up with it. Never called him on it but got depressed around him because it was all I could think about. The depressed side of me pushed him away and we broke up. He started going out with the chik more and that was that.
When he and her started to die down and my depressed ways were improving he asked me back out. I said yes because, stupidly, I still love him. Now... he still goes out with the other chick, Maria or Ria or whatever and I know this because I found his and her LJs and Ive read all the stuff about him on her myspace so I know whats going on with that but he won't admit it.
Yestersday I was supposed to go to his house and chill until 3 because thats when his dad comes home and his dad hates me with a passion. So I call him a few times at 2 because I still hadnt heard from him. He yells about how he was asleep and I was fucking blowing up his phone. Damn right I was! I had every reason to especially when three other people were trying to get me to hang out with them yesterday! I had to know if we were gonna chill or not so I could hang with someone else.
Ive been emo around him lately (you can even tell in the picture) because of the whole Maria thing and the fact that I keep comparing him in my head to the worst ex of all time: Ronaldo. Used to love the boy, he did something so foul I can't stand him anymore but I saw him the other day and it has me thinking about Greg turning into him. Scary thought.
So Im not gonna call Greg at all. Wait for him to call me. Not inviting him over, wait for him to ask [except for Thanksgiving because my dad wants him over for that]. Becauseeeee if I do either he will be pushed away again and we'll break up again. I know I can make him break up with the other chik because Ive made him break up with chiks before but I can't be all over him or it won't work.

First post.

This is pretty much just me checking out the layout of the whole posting buisiness with blogger. I'm used to LJ so I'll just assume its just like it.

Okay so some basics about me...

Name: Barbara Carlo sometimes known as Nevaeh Johnson. [Fuck yea I got an alias!!]

BDay: May 24th 1988 [Gemini baby!]

Location: Crime Hills-Orlando FL

Likes and Dislikes: In the About Me section. [Was gonna be a list but the html Im used to using wont work.] :(

Job: As of now, Save-A-Lot. [A cheap ass grocery store.] >.<

Boyfriend: As of now, Greg. [Who I unfortunately will always love no matter how he treats me.] :/

I do not have: A diploma or a valid drivers license. [Suspended...]